Sometimes You're closer than my skin ([info]myohmyapplepie) wrote,
@ 2004-08-28 16:53:00
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I have nothing left to say anymore. But only because I am afraid to say everything. Why should I type out everything if I am the only one who understands it? There isn't a yesterday anymore, there isn't a future right now, there is only now. that's all. There are too many aspects of life to try and figure out in that space bewteen my ears. People have too many concerns, too many thoughts, too many opinions. Everyone is the same species, we're all human beings in the end. In infancy, celebrities aren't celebrities. If people keep faking like this, nothing is going to be real anymore.

I'm scared for this place.

I want to cover my ears and hide from this whole false world.


please don't say you agree, don't tell me how you know all of this is true, unless you really have thought about it for a while. really really thought about what you're doing on this website, why you're here. Why you're alive, and what you're living for.

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[info]almostcrime
2004-08-28 05:34 pm UTC (link)
in the grand scheme of things, there really is no reason for humans to be alive except for their own personal beliefs and selfish opinions. thats not to say that you still couldnt learn valuable things from certain people.

theres always something beyond what you're sourrounded by.

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-28 05:47 pm UTC (link)
i used to think there was something beyond what i was surrounded by. but i've been places now. people are the same. everyone is the same. i do agree that you can still learn things from people, and some people are different. we're still unique, but i think everyone is still the same.

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-28 05:49 pm UTC (link)
ps that made sense in my head. let me try again: there ARE certain people who are different and special. you're right. but most people... ughhh. nevermind, i'll never get it right in words.

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[info]almostcrime
2004-08-28 06:17 pm UTC (link)
its true that the majority of people on this earth have a similarity about them as far as values. its just that the people who choose to be genuine and put someone else before themseleves is few and far between.

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-28 08:21 pm UTC (link)
yep.

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[info]warth_og
2004-08-28 05:55 pm UTC (link)
I 'm pretty much past worrying about the condition of the world; I’d say it's too far gone. Honestly, I don't know who I am. As far as I’m concerned, I am just as fake as everyone else. I’ve been trying not to think about all this lately. There are just some things that I like to ignore; I’ve let all this run through my mind so many times in the past, and it never amounts to anything. I know you’ll continue to think about this until you’ve figured it all out, which is something I really admire about you, but I’d rather hide.

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-28 08:22 pm UTC (link)
thank you, dear. that's exactly what i wanted from you. andhearts.

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[info]warth_og
2004-08-28 05:57 pm UTC (link)
Oh, and my mom said something about God. Like, uh, we aren't supposed to be satisfied, and so on. I wasn't exactly listening; you can talk to her if you care.

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[info]whospikedmyv8
2004-08-29 06:10 am UTC (link)
Thoughts like these are what keeps me up at night. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one who thinks that way. I love reading your entries...they're always so in depth.

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-29 04:21 pm UTC (link)
No, you're not alone. I think about this stuff constantly. I wish I wouldn't sometimes, it takes up so much time. Good to know I'm not alone too then:]

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[info]sex_automata
2004-08-29 03:05 pm UTC (link)
your incredible, dont hide.

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-29 04:22 pm UTC (link)
i miss you.

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did you know
[info]only_carrabba
2004-08-31 10:01 am UTC (link)
DID YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD. i can't wait to see our pictures <3333

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[info]myohmyapplepie
2004-08-31 10:18 pm UTC (link)
I love you a lot too. and our pictures are ready and waiting. <3333

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